I’m working away on my computer and in pops the thoughts. “Oh, my god, today is Saturday. My blog post should have been posted yesterday.” I look down at the bottom right hand corner of my laptop and is 12:19 pm. Do it now!
And, I remember that today is the best day of my life. I fed the chickens, took Olga to have her hair done, hung my washing on the line, felt gratitude for the blue skies and magical day.
There is a gentle cool breeze coming through my window as I am typing, however this week Adelaide experienced a little bit of a heat wave with 37o to 41o days.
I’ve organized table tennis for this afternoon, responded to emails and texts, caught up with my beautiful radiant brother, who is liberating himself earlier and about to finish my readings for the morning…I found myself in a conundrum this week . My prime focus has been trying to launch my re.member1spiritualheart.com website so that I could post my first blog on The Language Matrix (landing) page. ‘Trying’ without expertise is not so easy.
Perhaps, you might be thinking to yourself. “Grant you needed to let subby know that you are launching the new website, not trying to launch the website.” And, you are right!
Here’s my conundrum. After my friend Rainbow and I worked on this project for several days and I thought we were getting close. I promised people I know, that I would send out the first post on Wednesday or Thursday after the New Year.
The clock was ticking, tick, tick, tick,… The deadline was getting closer. The amount of time left to launch was getting less and less and our expertise had stagnated. We couldn’t solve the problems we encountered.
Ah, then magically a sentence from the fifth paragraph of my Blueprint Builder, “I induce others to serve me, because of my willingness to serve others,” appears in my life in the form of a guardian angel. Wonders never cease do they? Rainbow, I and my guardian angel had a ball shape shifting the new site.
Waking up the next morning, I turn on my computer and open up the dashboard of my site under construction and notice, what I imagined and how it was transformed, are not yet aligned. Tick, tick, tick,… Tick…Tick…Tick…
“What to do? Plan B. Put the post out by email.” And, I learn how to use BCC!
Tick, tick, tick… “What about next week’s The Language Matrix post. Here’s what goes through my head. “I can send a link of the page out to my subscribers.”
That’s what I did and the Guy in the Mirror and I spent more time together later that evening.
That was OK for the first week, but I don’t want that to be how it is next week. Still with the same technological skill set I’m still thinking “I need to launch my website.” Can I do it? No! Who can?
My Guardian Angel. What to do? I email my Guardian Angel and they back and forth…
The way I have solved my conundrum is to realise my limitations and to place 100% of my trust and faith in the process. ‘My subscribers’ will make the call by their continued presence that I have something valuable to offer. My Guardian Angel has my back. Everything is as it is meant to be.
I have always been, and now feel, whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious and happy.
Enjoy the fruits of the magic you create in this moment!
In Lak’ech, Grant
Unite in Unity