The following is a page from my 2004 website, “The Language Matrix –the extraordinary experience of the mundane and simple.” In it I briefly explore the influences that helped me birth The Language Matrix, known today as SIAWordPlay.
You won’t find any examples of SIAWordPlay in this post, however you should be challenged sufficiently by my unique style and occasional inventive words. I do not remember precisely, however I suspect that the majority of the page was channeled. Hence, you will need to feel into my “inventive words” surrounding text to get a sense of their intended meaning.
In my next post I will share how my SIAWordPlay Course is developing for the Tapas For Life launch on March 31st.
Genesis of The Language Matrix (2004)
The Origin of Inspiration is solely attributed to the playfulness of The One Source, however it rarely can be attributed to one source or day-to-day occurrence. It is more than likely that it is the culmination and a synthesis or a blending of a number of events or processes that ‘The Inventor’ draws upon over longer periods of time.
It is as if it gathers a critical mass before the seed germinates. It may be considered as one impulse that fractally looms its way through the Universal Mindfield to connect the DNA of expressiveness to the Creatrix.
The specific genetic imprint was laid through my awakening interest in prediction and the multitude of forms or divinations it can take. It didn’t seem to matter what mater(matter)ial was employed – a divination system unfolded.
Cards, runes sticks, clouds, tea leaves, scratchings, dog droppings… Anything could be employed. All that was important was that with intent one could divine a system of interpretation of truth divine. Psychics who are able to use clairvoyance, clairaudience, etc require no instruments for they are their own channel.
My exposure refined through various forms of alternative healing and most significantly through my own channeling sessions when writing Surrender – A gift of transformation. All formed the lake upon which I began to slowly ‘see’, once the Myst of Forgetfulness lifted the inclusatory nature of all forms of expression. Everything was connected and everything had its part – no matter how tiny.
Within the seed of an acorn arises a ….tree. The ability for an animal to regrow a tail that has been chopped off. The process of cell division to birth with the formation of tissue, organs, limbs is nothing less than indescribable. Within/without the egg and sperm coming together to form a zygote the intelligence and blueprint of a life form. Where is this intelligence? Where is the matter that will form each of these differentiated and specialised parts. They exist within and beyond the creation of a mere zygote.
In the same way when viewing The Language Matrix creation contains more than the physical letter sequence. It contains a blueprint. In order to read these apriori instructions one must remove the lens of blindness or blind obedience to ‘logic-based’ thinking. There is so much more for us to see and a conceive within the limitlessness of ‘zero growth’ represented by the form and formations of the letters of a word.
The Language Matrix emerged from the alchemical transformation of my physical self witnessing and acknowledging the Life Principle in action.
There have been many significant trigger points or synchronistic notes, that either cummatively or through their cosmic sequencing toned the harmonic resonances needed for the birthing chords of The Language Matrix.
I acknowledge the critical role played by the Guardian Angels of Destiny in presenting the works and gifts of incarnate lightworkers, each of whom guided me to look beyond superficial appearance and see the universal truths contained in everything.
Thus in part The Language Matrix owes its existence to the initiatory coincidences and preparations of this emotive life.
As a teenager my curiosity into the mystique surrounding the Great Pyramids and the Ancient Egyptians was aroused by an overwhelming sense of pride after winning a Yr 8 History competition and being presented a book on ‘Tutankhamen’ in front of the entire school.
I was further impressed by the ingenuity displayed in the construction of a pyramid from the 1950’s epic film ‘The Land of the Pharaohs’, yet it was my fascination with guarding the secret of its construction that lingered.
The films based on Sir Arthur Conan Doyle’s most famous character Sherlock Holmes have always aroused more than mere fascination. I have been transfixed by a complete state of ‘awe’. I had always been envious of Holme’s exceptional ability to observe everything and then synthesize such trivia to its logical conclusion.
Temporarily, I had simply become the ‘flabbergasted Watson’, while at the same time adoring the immense sureness and ‘extended thinking’ of Holmes. Sherlock Holmes removed the taboo of triviality and awakened in me the passion to notice and find more connections between seemingly disconnected things and later events and words.
It has been generated from exposure and insights from the Sacred Geometry thought forms presented to me by:
- Dan Winter and Jean Houston’s Holy Grail workshop igniting in me connectiveness and the notion of ‘fractacality’;
- my direct experience of God; the teachings of the Sutras to go deeper;
- reading and connection with The Spear Shaker – Sir Francis Bacon;
- Sir Arthur Conan Doyle’s Sherlock Holmes; my Mayan Initiation with Ariel Spilsbury;
- the presentation of a book on Tutankhamen after winning a Yr 8 History competition;
- the experience, insights and principles behind chanting, harmonics and sound healing and the teachings of The Theosophical Fellowship with Ananda Tara Shan.
- Also to Michael Domeyko Rowland and his use of sub-personalities and multi-faceted personality, which is expressed according to the particular focus and particular view of the mind.
To other lightworkers offering their collective attestment to their life purpose as they shared their journey of Spirit in their books. One such as David Furlong’s – ‘The Keys to the Temple’, that links Britain and the Pyramids of Egypt with their Atlantean heritage. Jose Arguelles’ – ‘The Mayan Factor’ and ‘Earth Ascending’ go beyond the realm of mere mortal. It is divinely inspired.
The Language Matrix is a tribute to all the sages and philosophers and wordsmiths of the past, present and future, who delved into the root or derivation of words, linking past with present and in preparation for the future.
Also, we need to thank ‘coincidence’ or the serendipity of life as the awakener to The Language Matrix. Without ‘proof’ my stigmatized mind would not have been pliable enough to look beyond the obvious or illusionary world. Upon strengthening the contact with my higher self and higher frequencies I can now ‘see’ with greater vision.
As with the Internet or the World Wide Web, I am permitted to see just a caption of a universe within Greater Universes. My hope is that truth will unveil itself to all who search with fervor with an ardent heart that remains open to Life’s Initiations.
The Language Matrix is an outpouring from my life’s expression. It was quashed, unloved and not understood. It is ironic that I who had a father who continually failed at trying to gain Leaving Honours English (Yr 12), studying Shakespeare and I who relinquished the opportunity to study Matriculation English (Yr 12) and detested Shakespeare have come to be a writer and intrigued by the legend and works of Sir William Shakespeare.
Laterally thinking mind, a rebellious nature that required itself to be excessively different, unique, out there and then to go inward, retreat and hide and finally to integrate with itself and to others. Now to continue the outflow of God’s Love and Expression of Creativity rather than the restraint or squashing of one’s passion and inherent gifts.
My ‘Aha moment’, the tearing of the Veil of Illusion, if you like, was in a Crystal Singing workshop with Ariel Spilsbury (The Mayan Oracle) when I sung my name “Grant” and then my middle name, “William.” The difference between the two was astonishing. But why? I asked myself. I was fascinated by the highlighting of the masculine and feminine within me. Prior to this I thought I was singular. Now I realized that there is much more.
Two years after this very pleasant and remarkable awakening, I began to sign my full name integrating my middle name William, which I had rejected as it was the name of my father, who I ‘hated’ at the time of his early death at the age of 42 from a heart attack.
The WILL I AM set forth in me and has led me to investigate the workings of The Hand of God (The Great Five) and to search for the true meaning and expression of HU-MAN.
I began to see relationships between actions and events in my life and how my thoughts and words or thinking and language contributed to my predicaments. In beginning to clear, I attended workshops and noticed the excitement I felt when speakers or facilitators would re-write or emphasize certain characteristics of the structure of a word.
Through chanting I learnt to listen and realized that here is an on-going two-way communication if one opens to the right channel.
In having a direct experience of god I changed my entire outlook from a long-time professed, but pseudo atheist to a Child of God. I was open to the ways of Love and service. One of the many gifts that occurred almost immediately after was the gift of creative written expression, ‘channeling’ if you like.
It certainly was like nothing I had experienced ever before in my life. To sit and write pages of writing would be beyond my comprehension for I was frozen in time, restricted to incoherent babblings that were painful to consider. My writing life had been put on hold, lying dormant ready to explode.
So I wrote every day in a selfish or egotistical way asking for guidance to make my life better. In other words, exactly the way I would like it to be, rather than the way God would like it to be or the way it was. There was no interest in understanding the process, just what can I get out of it. It fascinated me; exhilarated me and it curtailed my frustration and simultaneously exacerbated the prolonging of situations. This is as it was. That is as it should have been.
Time passed and so did my desire to feed my egoic self with continual compassion through the written word. It was the opening of the heart and the love self-generating that inspired me and allowed me to heal, to grieve and to move on.
Yet, as with all who walk the path, I was given yet a another challenge and another, until I got it.
Letting go, allowing, surrendering my will to that of the Divine. Being blessed by Life itself. I began to heal and soften and the dawning of fresh life provided the ideal conditions to spark a work of the Lord.
At this time I wrote Surrender – a gift of Transformation. In editing the book there was much confusion with the language or grammar.
Capitalizing certain words or phrases, a passage on “Word” resonated deeply in my heart knowing that truth is in the eye of the beholder, in one’s perspective or outlook.
In a playful state I began to experiment with coincidences or insights into the ‘subtleties of meaning’. Connections, theories, links, entered my consciousness more and more.
In a chance conversation at a personal growth seminar, I spoke with a fellow assistant and we investigated his name and I shared my insights. All on the money!
I was excited by this, highly charged and began to ‘play’ with other words.
During an Easter Wisdom School in Daylesford, Victoria 2000 I began to formulate some principles or guidelines for the way or manner in which I was accessing information.
I believe that words are not haphazardly thrust together. That they are divinely inspired with wisdom. In particular I believe that the necessary healing required by a person inflicted with a particular dis-ease, pain, suffering, illness or negative experience is to be found within the construction or rearrangement of the word, using any of its letters or qualities in a myriad of ways determined by the intent of the seeker.
…Such were the beginnings – the genesis of The Language Matrix.
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